Mystical Poems, Soul Awakening

Is the leaf๐Ÿ€separate from Vine of Divine๐ŸŒฟ

๐Ÿ’›

As I sat
With my cup of tea
In my own world
I suddenly realised

How what is me
That which is divine๐ŸŒณ
Feels separate from me
Many times๐ŸŒฑ

In moments and days
The divine and I
Are one๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŒณ
When I speak to the divine
Like a little child ๐Ÿคฑ
Or a maiden๐Ÿง˜โ€โ™€๏ธ
I receive
The love care ๐Ÿ’›
Nourishment and support
From that guidance
And inner voice
๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน

In that moment
The divine and I
Are not separate

And yet there are
Those shadowy nights
And moments
When
I feel
The divine๐ŸŒณ and I๐ŸŒฑ Are separated
That the divine is
Doing something

Wrong to me
Or not giving me
What I desire
Or allowing me
To be in pain
On purpose

๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒธ

And in those moments
I shut down
To receive
The loving nurturance โญ
The hope and light ๐Ÿฆ‹
Of divine
Within my heart
And core
๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป

The veils of disappointment
And lack of trust
The shadows of trust
Emerge in these moments
Trying to grab me
By the shoulders
Making me believe
There is something
Called divine
And something else
Called me
And we both
Are separate

โค๐ŸŒนโค

In that separation
I cry , I fight
I close
And donot listen
To the guidance
Available to me

๐Ÿ€๐Ÿ€๐Ÿ€๐Ÿ€๐Ÿ€

And after few hours
Or days
I realise
That all those moments
Are an opportunity
To surrender that
Disappointment
Grudge Resentment
Anger and bitterness
Or anxiety & fear
To the divine

๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

Those moments
Are more like
My refining moments
Of trust
If I choose them to be

๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’ž

I realise
The choice I make
Creates what is needed
In those moments
Of being angry
Of being pitiful
Of being sorrowful
Of feeling the abundance of lack
Of being disappointed
Of not listening
Or receiving divine support โญ
And allowing myself
To give in to them
And not trust the divine
Is what blocks
The presence of divine
The experience of presence of divine
The channel of connect
Between me and divine
And blocks
My inner voice

๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆโญโญ

And now I realise
Its time
To serve the divine
And to strengthen my muscles
With every situation
Created by divine๐Ÿฆ‹โญ
To surrender deeper
Those hooks and traces
Of lack of trust
Lack of Oneness ๐ŸŒˆ
The wedges of disappointment
Grudges & resentment
That block
The flow of divine
Into me

๐ŸŒˆโญ

To hone myself
To listen
To differentiate
Between divine voice
And voice of ego
And other voices
Is the ultimate test
Of trust
Of union
With the divine

๐ŸŒŠโญ๐ŸŒˆ

For in essence
Divine and I
Divine and you
Are one
All that differentiates
Divine and myself
Is
The thread
Of lack of trust
Or the inability
To be willing
To be guided
By the divine voice

๐Ÿš๐Ÿ’™โญ

When I trust
I am one with divine
And when I complain
Or donot trust
I am separate
From the divine

โญโญโญโญ

Each day
Every moment
Is a moment
Of choice

To choose
Between
Trust and surrender
To the divine
Or to choose
To be separate
From the divine

๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป๐Ÿ€๐Ÿ€

Nothing
Is right or wrong
It all depends
What do I want
To nourish within me
And to be nourished by
In that is the essence
Of everything.

๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฌ

I pray and wish
That you experience
The Oneness with divine
In every single moment
With Grace
If you choose it
To be.

Into that
Stay blessed.

๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’œโค๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’›

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