How One Banishes the Experience of Life with Subtle Control

One tries to control the amount of pain one should have, how the day should unveil, how things should be and so on. These are all subconscious controls one places from a logical perspective which somehow has made us seekers of " Indefinite control on everything " , " Perfection" , and a resultant suffering of the mind if the first 2 are not met.

I am Free Now.

As I step into this path of Being Me Me that doesnt even exist Me that is a part of everything Everyone and noone I realise Can I really contain my intensity for anything Or anyone or In Just One Role or Relationship